Looking at my faith life today while doing the homework just showed how lost I can be. I'm almost 60 (how could that be???) and I'm still searching. What am I searching for? Why search at all? I hate the feeling of just drifting, of being out of control and that is exactly where my life is right now - or at least feels that way. It's like my center is out of whack. I try to calm my mind, quiet my mind yet the tapes keep running. Job, kids, politics, Obama, it's a long list that I roll through, and I can do this in an instant. It's endless. No answers. No path "home" looming out there and so I wander today - lost.
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